….:: mY coNfeSSioN ::….

May 17th, 2008 by blogofmyheart

Your smile brings light into my days

The tought of you ,warms my night

To hold you in my arms ,

Even in my dreams it feels so right

Loving you

You never see the way I look into your Eyes

You never realize the love I feel Inside

Pain and sorrow that haunted me ,

Cause words I’ve left unsaid to you

Now you found someone else to love

Deep in my heart, my love won’t fade away

To hold u in my arms

Even in my dreams it feels so right loving you

…: bE miNe:…

May 17th, 2008 by blogofmyheart

Sejak pertama kali berjumpa
Ku merasakan yang berbeda
Ada getaran yang kurasakan
Namun ku tak bisa jelaskan

Mungkin aku terbuai olehmu
Kau buat hatiku jadi merana
Serasa terbang menuju angkasa
Ku ingin jatuh dipelukan

Reff:
Baby i want you to be mine
I want you to be the man of mine
Baby i want you to be man of my life
I want you to be mine
I want you to be the man of mine
Baby i want you to be man of my life

ku sadari ku terlalu terburu buru
akupun pahami mungkin kau menjaga dirimu
Maafkan aku terbuai olehmu
Kau buat hatiku jadi merana
Jatuh aku lemas tak berdaya
Ku ingin jatuh dipelukan

Maafkan aku terbuai olehmu
Kau buat hatiku jadi merana
Jatuh aku lemas tak berdaya
Ku ingin jatuh dipelukan

gw kapok jth cinta….

April 10th, 2008 by blogofmyheart

okeh….
cukup sudah…
skrg gw bner2 kapok jatuh cinta….
skrg kayanya gw fokus ke krjaan dan kluarga aja….
gw juga ogah mnerima perjodohan kemarin…..

krn gw udah menyayangi org lain…
yg tnyata org lain itu bukan untukku..
so, skrg sudahlah….
gw kapok jatuh cinta….
shit, damn…
lagi2 gw bgini :’(

apakah lagi2 aq ciNta sNdiri????

April 5th, 2008 by blogofmyheart

When I found you

I found the closest thing to heaven

in you I found The deepest love I knew

I believe yes its true

I found myself when I found you

since i found you…

i can feel that my life been blessed….

more and more in each day…

hope, this time i found my true love..

maTahaRi-Q

March 11th, 2008 by blogofmyheart

Tertutup Sudah Pintu, Pintu Hatiku
Yang Pernah Dibuka Waktu Hanya Untukmu
Kini Kau Pergi Dari Hidupku
Kuharus Relakanmu Walau Aku Tak Mau

Reff :

Berjuta Warna Pelangi Di Dalam Hati
Sejenak Luluh Bergeming Menjauh Pergi
Tak Ada Lagi Cahaya Suci
Semua Nada Beranjak Aku Terdiam Sepi

Reff 2 :

Dengarlah Matahariku, Suara Tangisanku
Kubersedih Karna Panah Cinta Menusuk Jantungku
Ucapkan Matahariku Puisi Tentang Hidupku
Tentangku Yang Tak Mampu Menaklukkan Waktu

picTuRes iN mY heAd

March 11th, 2008 by blogofmyheart

“Pictures In My Head”

Thank you for tomorrow
When you gonna call me (call me)
Thank you for the weekend
When you gonna see me (see me)
Thank you for the memories
We haven’t made yet
You’ve always been a part of me
Even before we met (we met)
Yeah

Thank you in advance for the love you give me
I’ve had a glance of the good life (good life)
You’ll be there when nobody believes me
I’ve gone through it all in my mind

I can see me looking at you
At the start of the day for all my life
I can see me dying to hold you
On the way when
I’m driving home at night
I’ve got these pictures in my head
These pictures in my head, yeah
I’ve got these pictures in my head
These pictures in my head

Thank you for tomorrow
When you gonna call me (call me)
Thank you for the weekend
When you gonna see me (see me)
Thank you in advance
For the time you’ll notice
I’m all you’ve wanted all of your life
Thank you for every single moment
I’ve gone through it all in my mind

I can see me looking at you
At the start of the day for all my life
I can see me dying to hold you
On the way when
I’m driving home at night
I’ve got these pictures in my head
These pictures in my head, yeah
I’ve got these pictures in my head
These pictures in my head
Pictures in my head

Thank you for the best times
Thank you for the journey

I can see me looking at you
At the start of the day for all my life
I can see me dying to hold you
On the way when
I’m driving home at night

I can see me looking at you
At the start of the day for all my life
I can see me dying to hold you
On the way when
I’m driving home at night

I’ve got these pictures in my head
These pictures in my head, yeah
Pictures in my head, yeah

berHenTi baHagiaaa……

March 4th, 2008 by blogofmyheart

deokey…. atas smua mslh2 yg trjadi akhir2 ini, gw mo blajar tuk g tlalu bahagia….. krn stiap gw bahagia, psti pnderitaan+kesedihan udah ada diblakang gw….

ky kmrn2 yg br gw alamin….

gw br aja bahagiaaaaa bgt…..

krn smua tes2 perusahaaan yg gw kagumi, akirnya berhasil…

yup, gw lulus smua tes di bank itu….

but, akirnya gw di sudutkan oleh sbuah kputusan yg berat…

yg akirnya gw g ambil……\

sdikit mnyesal, tp g boleh mundur….\

life must goes on…..\

untung gw punya bbrapa org2 yg gw ajak curhat…

so g sedih2 bgt….

cm sdikit marah2…..

key,skrg gw bakal mulai smua dr awal lg….

smua gw jalani dgn byasa2 aj, g mau berlebihan…

skrg gw tetep di kntor yg lama, dan mulai lbh baik lagi…

fiuuuuuuuhhhhhhhh……\

smg rncana kul + krjaan gw brjalan lncar, amin.

wHy……

February 19th, 2008 by blogofmyheart

wHy….?????

aduH2, gmn ini teh?????

gw knp jd sakit lagi???? untung aj g ampe gejala tipes ky dulu….

abis, badan gw ni klo mikir yg suseeeh bgt psti ambruk deh….

scara dah lama maag akut ni g kumat…..

trakhir seinget gw y pas dl stress skripsi+pth hati :p

hahahahahahaha….

skrg akirnya stress krjaan bs bkin gw ky gni lagi:’(

dan skrg gw jg brusaha mnjalani puasa mutih, lg ada yg ingin dikabulkan…….

hope i can excepted in mandiri bank :)

fiuhhhhhh, tp enak jg sakit, dirumah aja istirahat:p

hehehe, dah g jls ni lama2,,,,

hahahaha………

BT, siaL, seDiH, kaCau, kaLut..

February 9th, 2008 by blogofmyheart

okey…

minggu2 ini semua prasaan kacau balau gw menyatu…

gw mrasa sedih, marah, BT, kesel pokoke semua yg menyedihkan menyatu didiri gw:’(

gw g betah di kantor ini….

semakin lama semaikn kacau…..

g ada lagi rasa kekeluargaan di kantor ini…

g ky dulu, yg semuanya dr atasan smpe cleaning service saling membantu n menyemangati……

gw bingung, smoga gw bs scptnya bs kluar dr penderitaan ini….

oh, GOD pliss give me YOUR strength,AMIN.

bT!!!!!!!!!!!

January 31st, 2008 by blogofmyheart

cape deh gw………… l

agi2 mrasa jd tumbal……..

scara hr ni atasan2 gw g ada yg masuk…………..

gw makin hr makin g ngerti…….

skrg lg panas2nya pro-kontra…….

2pihak yg brlawanan saling curhat ke gw……..

y gw sbagai org tengah,y diam2 aja…….

scara gw emg g ngrti prmasalahan mreka dr jmn dl itu ap????

y bhubung gw ni eng pndengar yg baik,y gw dnger2 aja….

gw g memihak kemana pun……..

gw mah netral2 aja………..

yg pnting g mengganggu kerjaaan.,thats it…….

BT gw,mn hujan pula, tau gni skalian aj gw g msk…….

udah tutup aja deh tu kntor……